So my aunt Molly got me this book about Monty Python Live, when the Pythons did thier live show tours and it got me in a Python mood so I watched all my tapes of Flying Circus last night. And the one tape wasn't rewound and I realized the place it was cued up to was the Oscar Wilde sketch which means I hadn't watched this tape in 3 years, since my victory lap year when Meg borrowed the tape for the Oscar Wilde presentation. It was a weird feeling.

Dear luck, good feelings, positive emotions and everything else:

Did you really leave me again? After all of the seasons that I spent waiting, watching out of the window, listening at the door. Waiting for the news of your return; for the news that you realized that someone important was waiting for you.

A whole lifetime, I've been waiting. I can't believe you're not coming back. I can't believe that I'm supposed to stop waiting.

I can't believe you left me again...

I posted my wishlist (will link to it once it's moderator approved...) on holiday_wishes . I dunno if anybody will grant ANY of my wishes, but it never hurts to hope, right? I've kept them mostly simple. From happy text messages, to icons and fanarts, to small donations to help me pay rent 'n stuff...and a few things in between like horror and goth memorabilia and new music and Christmas cards. I'mma go grant other people's wishes now. :D

So.

Half and half green tea/lemonade is delicious. Thank you, Amanda, for turning me on to this.

Essays are done. Exam tomorrow (im just hoping to pass) and Dane Cook tonight :) And home for a few days after I get thru tomorrow.